I have been thinking about writing several stories/prose on these ideas for quite some time now. Listing them down such that I may come and check this some time later and write on some of these.
If there is a God and he invented everything and destiny of everything is in his hands, he might be the creator of Satan too. Satan must be crying with pain for having been destined to be hated by most of the people. It in turn might have prompted him/her to rage war against the God and thus good.
People control their fate not God or someone else. Wishing that someone knew the pattern of happenings around us and designed it is wrong and if someone did he/she never followed any rule book for us to complaint about. He/she just made it as random or irrational he/she wanted things to be. May be we are just moving dolls in a big doll-house.
What is it with women and self-loathing? Is self-loathing taught women by society and their mothers from childhood? I am a man, hence not able to understand the cause for it and the feeling. I should think and write about it to find possible correlation of social trend and events inspiring this.
Sex. Yeah teen sex, pre-teen sexual advances, child abuse, molestation, homosexuality, incest. I have theories about all varieties in sex. Okay, I haven’t tried bondage yet. I have seen movies on it and read books/comics on it. Otherwise I have my opinion on most of the sex related topics. One of the things I enjoy thinking about.
Nirvana. Sex was normal before achieving Nirvana and it became fascination after achieving Nirvana. Nirvana is the state I attained during my intermediate i.e. 2 years of course after matriculation. I did not want anything in life or from life. I could have went to mountains to meditate and be a sage. However logic failed me. I guess a social life needs a person to have wants and work towards that to have a pseudo-logically fulfilling life. Do I need Nirvana?
Logic & rationale: Why we need to have a reason behind everything?
Buddha through my lens.
This is it for now.. will list out some more topics later.
— Yeah I would like to write about being chatted up by strangers on very interesting topics.
Signing off now.
